Quick notes from the week include our investigators who passed their baptismal interviews and are set for this Friday as well as meetings with the President and a split with the Songino Elders that allowed me to see a couple of new members in that area. I met with Bayarbold and Erdenebat each of who are doing great. This weekend was quick with church, a family home evening, and a great ward mission meeting that we ran successfully for only the third or fourth time since I've been in the branch . . . score!
So as the time marches steadily forward towards the close of
the transformative two years that is a mission, it has become
increasingly important in some small degree to document and determine
what these two years have taught and meant to me. To fail to do so
would be, I suppose, to risk forgetting in the ensuing years the things
that have become so fundamental in the life of a missionary
constantly immersed in the work of the Savior. To
acknowledge that there has been some change in these two years
is relatively easy especially in the terms of the tangible: a
new language coupled with experience in a foreign culture, an increased
knowledge of the scriptures and a greater capacity to express
the doctrines of the gospel, etc. But where it is less apparent, and
the
part I see most fitting to share with you as I close out this blog is
that of the less measurable. That of fortified faith and purified
purpose, of relationships with deity and fellowman. In short, the
change
made from a distracted, disoriented teenager, who found it difficult to
fulfill home teaching assignments, inconvenient to wake up for church,
and completed the bare minimum of church callings and
christian covenants only by the persistant persuasion of loving leaders
and patient parents and into a disciple of Christ filled more fully with
charity and an increased interest in the service of others. Ready to
stand with Paul to "give every man that asketh a reason of the hope that
is in me."
My mission means everything to me!
There's really nothing
that compares in any stage of life to that of serving a mission. To wake
up every morning, put on the name tag and ask the Lord to place in that day's
path those who need the light of the gospel. Being a missionary is
filling each hour of each day with activities targeted at building the
faith and testimonies of others and watching it build your own in equal
portion. It's being absolutely exhausted when you stumble in the door at
night, attempting to stay awake on buses and yet waking up each day at
6:30 ready to give it another go. It's learning to love every facet of
the gospel and wanting everyone around you to love it just as much as
you do. Being a missionary is loving those around you and finding ways
to serve, lift, inspire and help people everyday. It's
being devastated when people chose not to follow Christ and overjoyed
when they do. It's building a relationship with God and recognizing that
you need his help as much as possible. It's praying like you've never
prayed before. Being a missionary is being obedient because you want to
not because you have to. Making obedience a quest not a burden.
It's learning to live with, learn from and love a companion who you may
never have even tried to be friends with otherwise. As a missionary you
are put in a seemingly impossible situation being called to preach the gospel
to every nation tongue and people; people who in many situations are
more educated or at least more experienced than yourself. In some
situations you may find the people speak a language so foreign you
wonder if you'll ever learn. But the Lord knows and directs and shapes
each missionary for his own purpose. He understands what such
a task may look like through our very limited mortal vision and He
allows us to take it on; perhaps for the very reason that when we do
call upon the powers of heaven and they distill upon us as the dews from
heaven as the scriptures say they must. We will then know that it was
only through His grace and His mercy and His love that such a task
was accomplished We must then in such moments, recognize what the
author of a family favorite once penned.
"That feeling of a sudden burst of wanting to do some great thing. We
feel a wonderful happiness and then it passes, because we have said, "No I
cant do that. It's impossible." Whenever
something in you says "Its impossible," take a careful look around and
see if it isn't really God asking you to grow an inch or a foot or a mile
that you may come to a fuller life and know that the only possible way
lies right throught the middle of impossible.
A mission...our mission is about enduring to the end.
5 Greatest things I've learned from my mission
1.That God loves every one of his children and is in the details of our lives.
2.That
this church and the doctrine adjoined to it are a catalyst for joy and
peace and the source of all true happiness in my life.
3.Families
determine the states of physical and spiritual well being for those
apart of them. In that sense who I want to be as a brother and a son
and a father and a husband.
4.The Glory of God is intelligence. And knowledge coupled with faith is a principle of power.
5.No
matter where you find yourself in life or on the map, you can find some
one in remarkably close proximity that you can lift, inspire, help and
serve.
I
love
missionary work! and its' difficult to see my turn as a full time
missionary coming to a close, but I'm grateful for everything that it
was.
I know that God lives and the Church as it was in the time of the
Savior and is now in these latter days is the true and living church. I
know we are led by prophets even in this dispensation and that their
words can act as a light in a darkening world. Missionary work is the
work of our loving Heavenly Father anxiously waiting for
our arrival back in our heavenly home.
In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
Have a great week,
Elder Neuberger